Word of the day is Faith

My day today was the beginning of the new year for me. I had a bumpy start but I'm really excited for this year ! I'm in Gods hands and I have complete faith . Today I hung out with my fabulous friend Iven , we went to downtown and it was amazing , idea after the next , we're going to style Press Play and Im Ok Your Ok at the dream center and if you don't know who they are definatley check them out , amazing talented music with a positive inspiring message. I was so excited to start Im actually putting ideas together right now and I feel another sleepless night coming up ...I will post what I come up with as soon as I do ! Well back to work ;)

"Fashion is not something that exists in dresses only. Fashion is in the sky, in the street, fashion has to do with ideas, the way we live, what is happening."
-Coco Channel

This year I don't know how it's going to happen but this year is the year that I will show my first collection ever .... I don't care if I go crazy and never sleep or whatever but Im doing it ...I'm tiered of saying it and the only reason I'm saying to you is do that I will do ! This is the year and those that do read my blog will be the first to be a part of this with me ...my little adventure ....now to work!

Designer of the day Jean-Charles De Castelbajac...

All I can say is fucking amazing.... There are no words to describe this geniuses work. My chaotic life feels full when I see beautiful chaos on the runway .... fashion is the only thing that gets me because I don't even get myself half of the time but looking through Jean De Castelbajac spring 2010 collection I feel happy and inspired. In a way we know those crazy designers ... us crazy people that have idea after the other and they know us but we don't have to talk to understand each other we could just sit there admiring something that makes perfect sense when nothing else does. Thank you Jean-Charles Castelbajac for keeping life interesting .

So I'm reading my morning WWD news (womens wear daily) magazine , staring in awe if all the most amazing designs by the most talented people. I honestley can't really look through magazines because I get annxiety and feel like I should just sew all day ...and I wish I could ! I just want to buy tons of fabric and rideculous trims and stay locked into focus , but realisticly right now my pockets are literally empty and when I say empty I mean empty. With $10 in my checking I'm really feeling hopeless but that's when the creativity has to kick in ....no excuses I'll make a dress out if bath towels if I have too ! Sometimes we just have to work with what we have .All I know is that one thing I'll never do is give up .. I feel lime I
hanging on a thread but I'm still hanging and if I fall on my ass well I'll still manage to get up somehow. Enough of this today I'm applying at Betsey Johnson and Marc Jacobs ...wish me luck!

Women Of the day...

Eddie Sedwick , a beautiful hearted women who I didnt know but just by watching her movies you could kind of tell who she was and how much love she had for people. A stylish icon till this day she will be with us always.